( softly a he's still rubbing his face. as if that's going to really do anything. he doesn't disagree with shouto, but at the same time he just feels unsure.
unsure of everything. )
I guess. You're probably right.
( moving to sit on shouto's bed. )
Do you really think so? That we're different people?
[Shouto takes the moment to settle in his desk chair and wheel himself closer to Yukine.]
We might be getting their memories or visions of them... Whatever they are, but we're different, right? You'd never leave your family, and I can't make a giant wall of ice from my right side.
I can't imagine anyone does, but I'm just so sick of not knowing.
( it's frustrating. so much is happening that he doesn't have any control over and he feels so alone about it. kind of like big ol' fucking joke, which he wouldn't put past retrospec to pull. )
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( softly a he's still rubbing his face. as if that's going to really do anything. he doesn't disagree with shouto, but at the same time he just feels unsure.
unsure of everything. )
I guess. You're probably right.
( moving to sit on shouto's bed. )
Do you really think so? That we're different people?
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We might be getting their memories or visions of them... Whatever they are, but we're different, right? You'd never leave your family, and I can't make a giant wall of ice from my right side.
It's hard to think we're the same.
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( a huff. )
There's got to be a greater meaning to them, right?
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I don't know what it means that we're getting them.
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( it's frustrating. so much is happening that he doesn't have any control over and he feels so alone about it. kind of like big ol' fucking joke, which he wouldn't put past retrospec to pull. )
You know?
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I don't think there are any books for this.
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( then he's pulling shouto's chair closer, close enough to him to lean his shoulder against him. )
I dunno I just wanted to spend the night with someone who Got It?
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[Shouto doesn't move, he just lets Yukine stay there for as long as he'd like.]
We're at least in the same boat.
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( there's no plan of that for a while, so shouto is going to have to accept being someone's pillow. )
You can always talk to me at least. Memories, all this weird shit, whatever.
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That goes both ways. You know that, right?
I don't know... if I'm good at comforting, or if I'm really helping.
But I am here.
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( simply. )
You help plenty. Just by, you know, being there? You're a good listener and—
( a light lift of his shoulders. )
I just feel better when you're around.
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... Then let me know when you need me.
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( a laugh. )
I'll be counting on you and your healing presence!
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( joking but he relaxes a little further against shouto.
this is nice. )